fake love
sometimes I don't know why I do what I do. why? which reason make me do this? why I think about in this way? I'm trying to understand but... but I can't. sometimes I just do what should I do. sometimes because of small reason I start do something global and should do this til the end. I know, one day I would have pay. and I'm ready for that. Right now I'm paying too but not for myself, for my closer. I think it's part of my contract. and it's ok for me. PS: sorry if my english still not so good.