fluuutopia's thoughts

есть вещи, которые с некоторого определенного момента стали не просто неотделимой частью меня, а стали тем, что делает меня мной. и я приобрел эти навыки наравне с други...

🖊️📖 you know, I realized that I stopped liking myself. really stopped. not like before, when I just whined to people around, that I'm ugly, that I'm fat, that no one likes me. and everyone tried to convince me, made  "compliments" to me, and after that we all were whining to each other for our shortcomings. no, I used to like myself anyway. before I took a selfie. there was a ton of selfies in my gallery. you know #makeup, bright backgrounds, different faces, special effects. I liked myself. and now... now I take pictures of #looks, hiding my face, changing angles to hide the figure. I photograph clothes, beautiful views, just interesting things. but I can’t take pictures of myself. you know, that’s how I realized that I had ceased to like myself. at all... #thenotme #thinking #빈 #생각노트

знаешь, я поняла, что перестала нравиться самой себе. по настоящему перестала. не так как раньше, когда я просто ныла всем вокруг, что некрасивая, что толстая, что никому н...

And now When all is done there is nothing to say You have gone and so effortlessly You have won you can go ahead Tell them, tell them all I know now Shout it from the roof tops Write it on the sky line All we had is gone now Tell them I was happy And my heart is broken All my scars are open Tell them what I hoped would be Impossible Impossible Impossible Impossible #impossible #jamesarthur #songtime #alotofthoughts

I just don't know what I should to do it's not about my everydays actions it's about my own feelings and thought i heard over millions times words like "you should take everything so close to heart" ok it took a lot of time, but I tried to learn this and now, before write smth to somebody, I think a lot and because of that I'm not sure what I really want to say or to do and what more when I finally wrote something I think I should be more polite or probably more cute or it wasn't worth expressing my opinion at all so in the end I think that I just don't know myself I just  just  not sure that I am me dc -190922-